All to Myself, Nothing More..

I'm back to blogging. My life is just upside down right now and I don't know what to do.. Assignments, Examinations and another something that drives me NUTS .. The thing is.. i have a special someone which I treasure and I feel that I've done all I could. I thought we were made for each other, I wanted to spend the rest of my life with her. I trust her so much, given her so much and after all that I am nothing but a stepping stone to her. All those lies.. All the lies that I thought was the truth. She who made me like this and throwing me away when I grew old and worn out and seeking new and much better toys that are much more tempting.. New toys that would break oh so easily compared to old models. Like nokia 3310 to smartphones. I'm a stupid guy.. The stuff that I treasured most has grown out of me and gave up on me and thats why I was forced to separate with it. I put up a strong front (mentally) when I'm with her but in truth I am also human, i get scared and insecure. Thats something 'you' will never ever find out. Someone like 'you' is far too good for me but I tried hard, gave it my all. Someone who makes me go deeper and deeper into the maze and suddenly disappearing and leaving me trapped in that maze searching. The fact that i told u jokingly that i'm infuriated by that guy that said those words was not a joke from me. The trust that is so fragile, so brittle that slipped and fell shattering it to a million pieces. I'm trying ever so hard to glue it back together. 'you' who had someone who would trust u and not doubting even for a second, never leaving your side, felt too safe and has begun going out on your own.. leaving behind the safety of that something and forgetting about how and why 'you' felt safe and is safe. Glue-ing back the shattered piece of trust takes a long time.. though if it is completely glued back, it will never be the same but alas with cracks and anytime the pieces would fall one by one again 

Currently tuition-ing

HAHA I NOW tUITION BUT FELT BORED SO WRITE BLOG~ SYOK BO KAKAKA

A Publish out of Boredom..

Funny

Simple Minded

Sadness

Laughter

Good

Patient I've Decided To Let go of These Imperfection To Become The Perfect Being..

Kind

Punctual

Mature

Obedient

Shy

Calm

No More Mister Nice Guy Towards Other People.. No more pushed by bullies.. No more self control.. No more respect TO girls!

What is mine.. stays MINE

So i say there was this crazy guy who picked up something which belonged to my friend.. Man this guy was a pain! He said :''why should i give it? Its mine..'' Before my friend found me.. I use my brilliant Eng-Ma-Nese to destroy his dignity completely.. (without flaw).. and so he says he just happen to be coincidentAlly walking on the road and accidentally found this thing he was looking for.. I said :''Shut IT! and give me back that thing!..'' With my eyes of piercing fear.. I looked into his soul!!(so i exaggerated.. so what?).. Well it seems i was taller than him by about 10cm or so.. He must know if we had to fight.. The outcome is.. you know if you've seen me before~ BUT I AM NOT A BULLY!! In the end i just grabbed the item i was looking for from his hands and just walks away(mist forming~)~ HAHAHA!!! tell ya all something.. The thing i was searching for is a pen.. with lights and laser..

Can't Take It Anymore

Theres something that just keeps hanging (or more accurate CLINGING) in my head for the last few days.. I just can't seem to solve IT.. So I guess i gonna give it up today.. Well its not like I'm a quitter or anything.. Its just that i ain't suited for this kinda thing.. And NO i won't tell you what it is.. Its a secret which only i know.. Well I am sure of one DAMN thing.. That is I am still hating that Mr.Wrong which I hated til created a group in facebook just to hate him.. You're asking: 'That much?' and the answer is yes and it always will be YES..

Well something unexpected happened today.. Its actually the first time for him to praise someone without thrash talking first.. He praised That somebody cause he/she did his homework with nice handwriting.. I ALSO GOT DO LAH! its just that my handwriting sucks and I did it intentionally.. his homework all I just simply wrote the answer.. I don't care about right or wrong.. I just want that Wrong to suffer and have to rewrite my sentence over and over again.. He deserves it.. Its like he searches for every GOD DAMN mistakes that we made.. even the slightest one..

So thats about it for today..

Quote: Let the past be the past and keep moving forward

~Russell aka BS~

(Creator of Anti-Wrong)

Megamall Run

Yesterday i went to megamall with my friends to watch movie(where got ghosts).. I reached megamall at 12pm.. So i went to KFC and eat my breakfast (ITS STILL EARLY TO ME) but one thing makes me go into thinking mode.. Why all my friends know I eating at KFC? so i asked and found out that one of them saw me at KFC and sms to everyone so they know loh!

Then we went to buy the movie tickets.. WTF! Chinese also bad at maths.. We bought 8 tickets and gave RM50..each ticket costs rm6 but that guy gave us RM8..(YOOHOO LUCKY!! ).. Do the math yourselves! Then we walked to ECM to go 'kacau-kacau' with our friends working there.. know what.. Two of my friends working at Parkson..lets just call them Teh and Where.. both of them look like GAYS! wearing the uniform for work..

After that we ate sushi! I ordered a big bowl udon and share with 3 people.. my friend, LION , ordered a big bowl soba and challenged.. If he can eat it up in 10minutes, IT TOTALLY FREE! but he cant finish it as it is too much for him.. so he has to pay.. Then we go play capcom.. 8 old people go capcom play game like crazy people.. we played air hockey and DRUMMING!

Then we went back to mega and watch movie.. I like the part where they were shitting and saw a ghost behind them.. Then they laugh and asked each other if they saw it and asked the other one if he dares to go ask for 4D number.. HAHAHAHA!

After that we split up.. Me and Ken-Ny go shopping~ see album then he go OSAKI to see if got iPod and he wanted to say " U MENANG DAH' if they don't have but they got the new iPod Nano! He want to say We kalah dah!

Then we go parkson and hide from LION.. he cannot find us.. so weak! then we went back home and slp.. THE END!

Quote- Old doesn't mean you cant have fun

Russell aka BS

Success of BP and TC

Well today me and my friends went to Bukit Pelindung at 7am(today not drop from bed ah~).. So lets continue.. While we were waiting for other friends(damn bored).. We decided to go RUN along the road~ hehe.. Then we posed in the middle of the road.. Lion just sat on the road with his feet wide open(thinking wat i'm thinking?).. Lucky its early with very less cars~

At 7.30am we started going up the BUKIT.. It was very fast.. When we were going up, all the aunty and uncle smiled and said 'Good Morning'.. We reached the rest house at 8am sharp~! Well it was the greatest performance so far..

So you know we just went to Teluk Cempedak through the forest road as always..This time no snakes oh~ so hmm i say about 8 crazy dudes(me included), took picture at the big rock halfway to TC~ Hehe.. Everybody made funny poses.. Then the process is eat,play water,eat and go home.. While playing water, we suddenly took interest in catching CRABS.. so we caught a whole lot of it.. David pull out some and feed it to the big crabs.. Today is 'Chu 1' they still go and harm living things.. Know how time flies when you're having fun..Suddenly its 11.30am.. Me, Jerome and Tetsuya went to have a bath.. The water pipe there water small like hell.. I go pee oso more water come out! So after bath we went to Mc Donald.. saw my friend working there.. so i ordered a zinger set.. my friend ordered a filet-o-fish but the worker gave us a nugget set sia.. Then she say she heard wrong and ask if my friend wanna change.. My friend said to her..' You sudah menang dah' and we went to find a table.. After we ate, we went to my home and then to Tetsuya's home..

When we reach.. we straight go to his room and open XBOX360!!! We played loads of game.. Jerome was a pro at PROTOTYPE~ He masacared the whole city with his badass mutant powers.. After that when we were watching youtube.. He slept on the bed.. he said it was for a few minutes but he slept for almost half an hour~ WTF~! We went out for some fresh air around BI.. The buildings were awesome.. when we got back we started playing Wii.. We played Wii sports then MADWORLD.. Madworld is a black and white game with only one colour...red because we a badass Hitman running around killing 'SHOGUN' <ain't this called REVIVED?haha).. What will happen tomorrow? Who knows.. Well just have to wait~ kakaX.. Tell you a secret..*whisper*kenny today kena tahi and washed it in TC 1..Thats why we played in TC 2..wahaha*

Sayonara for today-you people!!

Russell aka BS

Quote: Old doesn't mean you can't have fun~!